IM UNHAPPY. IM NOT HAPPY. FUCKING UNHAPPY!
RARRRRRRR....
nobody cares.. no one cares. I DUN EVEN GIVE A DAMN.
im just wondering why am i like that.. freaking disgusted with myself, my attitude, my behavior.
not that i did anything very bad or wad..
if u think im like this, then i am.. I SHOW YOU. I PROVE IT!
I REALLY HATE TO ARGUE.
i always lose. blame myself for my poor vocab.
i just refuse to accept the reality that's all..
to me, it's bad enough.
this world is very unfair..
SUPER UNFAIR.
just wonder if im mental or wad. why can i laugh the whole day?
and am i a person with no opinion or wad. just wonder if that's me. if that's wad i want..
why do i always have the tot of waking up in the middle of the night and open the window and jump? it's not going to help. 4th level im living.. yet, im not brave enough to try.
why even bother when none fucking bother??
can YOU be human?
can i just be human?
A NORMAL HUMAN???
why do i sometimes just see life so important?? yet at the same time something is making fun of it? i might as well die.
PLEASE DO NOT BOUNCE A BALL WHILE CROSSING THE ROAD...
unless u are tired of living.
to tell u the truth, i would rather be dead than to face all these nonsense, all these SHIT.
i hate it.
hate it.
YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY VICTIM. you are the victim of youself.
i decided to change, cuz of u.