if i die tonight... gd bye my dear family and friends... =)

i didnt eat anything black or brown except for the chocolate in the afternoon.. that was lunch time alr. now it's brown-black substance that came out of my mouth...

im worried. =(

i've got so many things undone... there goes my uni, my piano dip, my dream marriage at 25, so many others tht i want to learn. and of cuz, more gathering with my friends. and so many things to tell, so many things to confessed...

and the 100million unsolved prob at home.

i dun want to die yet.



Quoted from http://www.medterms.com/script/main/art.asp?articlekey=6005

Vomit: Matter from the stomach that has come up into and may be ejected beyond the mouth, due to the act of vomiting.

When vomit is reddish or the color of coffee grounds, it may mean there is serious internal bleeding. The reddish color may herald fresh blood and dark blood may betoken blood that has been digested.

Vomit and vomitus are synonymous as nouns although only vomit is used as a verb.. The act of vomiting is also called emesis. From the Indo-European root wem- (to vomit), the source of the words such as emetic and wamble (to feel nauseated).