A level has finally started.

it just feels weird cuz i dun feel anything for it. not nervous, just want it to end quickly. i was still worrying for why i wasnt feeling excited for this big thing. probably numbed by the so-many-tests had before.. im in the education system for more than 10 years and taken exam since nursery. 2 of which are PSLE and O level. i conquered them all. A lvl is just another one. the last one in my school uniform life.

two days have just passed, completing five papers with the remaining 14 days and 6 more papers to go. i have to accept the fact that this year's paper is rather tough, including my forte - maths, which is rather demoralising. was actually feeling quite frustrated with the paper when i come to a point when i dunno how to do alot of questions. but have no choice but to like the paper.. haha so im ok with the paper in the end, tho i think it will be way below my average. and i dun think i've done well for physics either.

the first thing tht come into my mind when the paper end is to forget what i've just done and CELEBRATE! celebrate the finish of another paper and not think of it cuz it's just going to make me feel worse! the best is not to think!

haha... just wish me luck.. i cant really picture what kind of results i will get when result is released next year. it's too full of uncertainties. im prepared for the worst. but still hope it would be something acceptable..

i want the next 14 days to pass soon.