omgomg!! I CANT SLEEP!!! i think i knw the reason why. but shouldnt all that appear in my dream instead leh? haiz. juz hate it when i cant sleep. =(
since i cant sleep, den shall blog abt all that happen recently.
so much dat i'm quite lazy to write them all down..
sorry for being negative (if i happen to be) cuz im nt in my best of mood now
brief overview la (shall talk more when i got the photo):
shopping, genting, meeting melissa, ms ho's present, chalet, jojo's bday party, dental app, meet teresa, fix my phone, shopping and more shopping. i know i miss out something.... reading
Chinese Cinderella?
and more coming up...
dance camp tmr, pae class gathering, 6J class gathering, meeting teresa shopping, collect phone, shopping... i need to find a job.
i think seeing the doc will be next...
all things running tru my mind... so complicated.. I NEED ANSWERS FOR ALL THAT!! really feel like crying now. but im so tired. my heart is in a BIG MESS.. untie the knot for me. cant sleep!!! now my phone is under repair. using my old model now...
yep yep. duno why but it's all so sudden. it didnt occur for the past few days.. but juz now when i tried to close my eyes and sleep.. i juz couldnt.. cuz all i could picture is a good and bad ending of meself in front of me. im prepared for the worst. but im juz so scared. juz hate this feeling. missing for 5 days and yet... no one bothers. im juz so sorry if i get all these wrong. cuz im so confused. hoping mad dat the msg i received earlier is what i wish for. disappointed-ly, no. sometime juz have the urge to call but dare not face the undesired outcome. (if happen so) everyday... this keeps going on. but i dunno why but esp for now.
i juz feel so lonely all of a sudden tho im nt physically. perhaps im too tired?
sometime im juz wondering, do busy and multitask link?