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STRESS

2011-03-28T02:28:00.003+08:00

fucked by MAS 314, 212, critique and korean essay. IM DARN STRESS! deadlines appearing.

but anw, SUAD is over! next week is impresario. then dance for japan! die die no time.

JIAYOU TO ME. wish me well. may i survive.

2011-02-21T00:27:00.002+08:00

either im afraid to join in, or im being left out already

i suck

2011-02-18T02:53:00.002+08:00

hello blog, here i am again, feeling very upset about something which shouldnt have happened...

i think cuz everyone's different and we all have different thinking. is it the problem with me? it seemed like im always wrong with my assumptions... which always leads to a tragic ending. i dun like it. other than that im just trying to be a happy me. nothing more.

instead of helping, i've probably made it worse. u bet i didnt feel good either. i've nothing to blame on. i suck, like totally.

maybe i'll just stop talking from today onwards...

seriously, why am i feeling this?
and now i cant sleep. yes, my turn.

V-Quiet Monday

2011-02-14T23:59:00.003+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day to everyone out there!

guy c didnt date me. i didnt date guy c either.

everything is just too quiet today.
it's monday.
it's v-day.
only 2 hr lesson in school and do tutorial for the rest of the day.
'all girls shldnt be left alone during v-day' and yet im alone here.
so boring. or was i hoping too much?
but anw, thanks for all the v-day gifts from friends. they kinda made the day better. :D

best muffin on earth and my name is on it! :D

Naruto++ guys made it!

zhen's dp! :D

ck's hello kitty :D

2011-02-13T22:42:00.000+08:00

if u meant something, i think i've got it..

just let me cry. bye.

2011-02-10T19:08:00.003+08:00

i think it's time for me to come back.. im too happy and im too sad and there's no where else i can rant.

today's a rather good day if not for the unwanted news along the way ):
first i didnt get a placement for INSTEP but gotta second chance. I WANNA GO!
second im tired, not enough sleep. super duper.
third suddenly there's a random prac out of nowhere and im not going, makes me an irresponsible girl now.

and im so dumb.
im crying for the first time cuz someone's so nice to me...

emo-fied

2010-11-20T20:45:00.002+08:00

dunno. i just dun feel right. not right. no matter how hard i try to blow off the dark clouds hovering above me, it just doesnt seem to go off. :(

and im thinking. thinking and thinking.
am i trying too hard?

overwhelmed by sadness.
this blogskin is too happy for me.
im not fit to use it.

bye, this may be my last post.

emo. cuz everyone ard me are emo.

2010-11-17T17:56:00.003+08:00

im so sad i dun feel like doing anything now... but i need to do something. i need to study. i was asked to leave starbucks just now to give my seats away to others and come back later... but before then, i wasnt able to concentrate at all... there's no peace.

thank you jay chou once again. to cheer me up with ur songs.

let me cry please. im stressed too.

jay chou is my therapy

2010-11-16T01:05:00.005+08:00

disappointed

2010-11-16T00:42:00.002+08:00

do you know how much it hurts???

no. YOU DONT!

you

2010-11-12T19:20:00.002+08:00

hi you. i know you dont exist anymore.. and i dont hope for miracles to happen.

but. i miss you, the you i knew.

super mario

2010-11-12T00:25:00.002+08:00

This is my new love for the week:

featuring JAY CHOU! how cute he is! and why is everybody criticising his show??? :(
give him a chance ma.. he's so talented. anw i enjoyed his first 2 eps so far. JIAYOU JAYCHOU! no.1 fan always! :)

and you should see how this guy play on his piano... IMBA TTM!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dFZki6TcY4w&feature=related

i love long sleeve

2010-11-09T21:47:00.002+08:00

it's rare times when i can wear long sleeves to school! :)

thankyou weather!

im not scared.

2010-11-08T16:57:00.004+08:00

Hello everybody, i just met up with my fav JC math teacher Miss Ho two days ago (Saturday). Im so glad that i have the chance to meet up with her after all these while. and i was so excited!!!
she's the first teacher who will come to my mind whenever im stuck at a math problem... and all my motivation to do well comes from her. but i think i havent done her justice. LOL. ANW, MISS HO POWER! :)

Miss Ho, u didnt change much :)

my weekend was a busy one. with test, tuition, gathering and gathering and more gatherings!!!
sent my essay for correction, apparently my essay has lots of errors!!! >< THANKS 야 선생님!

i can see my busy days coming in the near future... honestly i dun mind cuz it'll be fun. but would be stressful... i dunno if i can cope with it in the end or not. or dread it at the end of the day (most likely not ba)

choreo project is coming up. more choreos to be done. MORE!!! it's alot i can say, according to my boss. but im waiting for the day when i can dance as good or better than my MJ seniors and elite peers (or even the juniors). i hope i can do well.

im just feeling abit frightened that's all.

YAY!

2010-10-30T19:45:00.004+08:00

This album is just too wonderful! :)

2 down 2 to go!!! YAYYYY~!!!
have been singing their songs in my head during 211 test just now!!! HAHAHA.
left with korean test and 213.

OK, I've always wanted to post this but i think it's quite stupid.

everytime i visit other's blog, i would feel like my blog isnt very interesting. maybe except for the pics i uploaded. i dun have beautiful sentence structure. i dun have wonderful expressions. i dun have thoughts which are right deeeeeeeeeeeep inside my head.

i only narrate events which happened, things i like, things i dun like. so boring! and i do sound ah lian when i go read my archives. no standard of english at all. limited vocab, HAHA here, LOL there. there, that's my expression o.o, haha, lol, woots, wooooohoooooooooo :), :(, ......., !!!!!!!!!!

yea. LOL right?

it's my diary.
sometimes i really dun like to flip my diary... it's just to embarrassing why i wrote those posts too, full of errors, full of stupid random posts like wad im doing now :(
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anw, regarding to my prev post, *smiles:)* i've came to a conclusion and it's highly possible that wad's happening in that MV of 전활 받지 않는 너에게 by 2AM. Anw, still guessing, here it goes:

Everything that happened in the MV, happened on 26th Oct.
Seulong, who cant accept the fact that his gf got killed the day before (1st anniversary) was hallucinating abt the event which happened on 25th.
At the start of the MV he appeared very sad. so when he got a call and it's his gf calling him, he was too stunned, (not wanting to believe that she's dead) he asked where she is. he cant believe she's talking to him!
he quickly ran to the venue where she was. but after reaching, all he saw was a crime scene. he was dragged by the security to the lobby.
not on his right mind, he called his gf frantically, yelling to the phone, asking her not to open the door. after a while, she didnt respond.
he tried calling her again.
she wouldnt answer his call.... (duh, she's alr dead)

click here to go to my prev post

2AM-You Wouldn't Answer My Calls MV

2010-10-27T01:45:00.005+08:00

전활 받지 않는 너에게 2AM

lyrics credit from xiaolink's blog: click here

i got super bugged by this MV... very very..
i know there's a very sad story behind this and im very in love with this boy band now cuz i can cry to this song even though i dont understand what they are singing.

some commented that there's a time lapse.

i personally think seulong is too depressed that his girlfriend died that he has hallucination of the things that happen the day before... (note the dates on the calendar)
haha. the more i analyse, the more eerie it feels... creeps me somehow!

enjoy the MV it's nice voice plus a mystery to solve. LOL. anyone who knows what's exactly going on in the MV maybe you can share with me!!! :D

i cant believe i shifted my blog for this video!!! xD

2AM 사랑해!

where's my motivation?

2010-10-25T19:10:00.001+08:00

hi bella,

study please.... dun screw up this sem or u'll regret.

hello it's mathematics, not GP or literature or wad...

GO! before i slap u...

maybe

2010-10-24T23:25:00.002+08:00

it just made me think...

maybe im just lying all the while.

i mean MAYBE.

MJ = AWESOME!

2010-10-20T23:59:00.001+08:00

just came back from an awesome MJ experience!!! dance battle was damn dope! and battling with meisiew (mummy) WAS TOTALLY awesome!!! altho we knw we are not very good with our dance vocabulary, it was a full out man!!! yo, mummy, we made it through!!! heheh :D

mummy, i really thank you very much for ur fever which made this CRAZY decision to where i stood over there at the battlefield just now. LOL!!! IM NOT REGRETTING IT! it's fun actually. lets work hard together and be as zai as our seniors!!! inspiration inspiration! :D

other ppl who joined the battle were fantastic too!! which put me to shame cuz i think even the juniors can dance better than me! LOL. i needa improve! not forgetting to congrats our dear dope senior mel and robin who got the champs! woots!

LOVE MUMMYYY!!!!!!!!! MJ FTW!!! :D

dinner time

before the battle, heh. was quite nervous.

after the battle- phew, it's over!
wonderful dance battle experience. quite addictive!! next year?

YAYYYY!!!! MJ BATTLE SHIRT!!!! MY FAV COLOUR!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH, IM DAMN HIGH NOW!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

picnic with 6J :)

2010-10-17T23:56:00.006+08:00

i dunno why but i just feel so lazy to write... anw, picnic today was a success!! nice weather after rain. botanic garden is so much better than barrage, cuz there's greens! :D
usual few of us went! potluck! haha. nice effort tho!
made me feel so guilty cuz i bought chips!

we sat somewhere near the 'swan lake', lay our picnic mat and lay our food

michele made salad, banghao made mashed potato and ian brought hotdogs and nuggets :)

happily sitting there and eat, ignoring my camera...

and we decided to do jump shots. LOL. that was tiring... HAAHA!

IT'S FEEDING TIME:

mic was so scared of that swan, she threw the bread so far.

actl i was afraid too! HAHA

:p we did clear up after that!
packed up and walk ard the garden

please ignore the crazy man behind :D

nice paranoma view! credits to my samsung wave! :D

after that we had steamboat buffet at bugis which made me super full
but carry on eating at xinwang cafe at marina sq..
followed by view the i light marina bay exhibition.

haha was too dark, my camera didnt do wonders. so, ...! :D HAHA
regretted not bringing my own camera, cannot rely too much on the cameraman with DSLR. LOL.

more picnics please! next time stay longer. HAHA! :D

all for jay chou!

2010-10-12T20:09:00.011+08:00

as promised, my july post. i definitely cant miss this out cuz it's a hectic month of JAY CHOU HAPPENINGS!! :D

i included my jay chou time at taiwan during the end of june :)
Please more details of event, visit the following link for my taiwan diary:
http://mywaytotaiwan.tumblr.com/

This is one of my fav in taiwan. Located at Taipei Medical University, there's JAYCHOU restaurant with 'secret' theme! :)
served by friendly staff and their serving is totally worth the price!

This is just outside the restaurant

we just love to be students, don't we?

finally sitting in the restaurant!!! so excited!!! secret menu!

even the name card is different!

and their wall is... HAHAHHAA!! I LOVE THE WALL!

not forgetting this piano that appeared in the movie!

JAY CHOU!!!!
more more more!

Then is his autograph session!!! OMG! i remembered i cried that day cuz i needa work and so i have to arrive there late. If not i would be at the front queue!! I was quite back tho... :(
But wells, i got mine autographed in the end =D
The last time he came was 10 years ago! So there are crazy fans who came to queue up a day before! i can be that extreme, believe me!

way before the event starts

good thing got shixuan to pei me during my queuing session! it's quite a long wait. waiting alone can be quite tough...

:) my tik for autograph!

see!!! can u see me!!! it's my turn!! :D

yea! hand-autographed by jay chou!! he's sooo busy!

OK. ANOTHER JAY CHOU SESSION!!!! this is the crazy one i swear. I went with dear cousin Kendy, one day before his 1st day concert of the ERA at 1am just to queue, to get his concert goodies first! cuz i know they are going to run out FAST!
and i remembered that day i joined SPMS' FOC at sentosa too...! and i survived, miraculously! haha

i stayed up whole night, too excited to slp. made some jay fan friends too!

His signature outside SIS.

we are all early jay fans! oh, btw, i was 4th in the queue!

i didnt stay to witness this, BUT THIS IS AWESOME! jay chou goodies!

FINALLY, THE CONCERT DAY (27th JULY SUNDAY)

heh, im so proud of that cap i owned! regretted not buying MOREEE!

:) LOVE IT TTM!

the group of ppl i went with! :)
see we are all dressed with his concert label!

sisters! nice shirts! heh.

my tik! i remembered the loooooong queue, but it's all worth waiting for... and $171 is definitely worth it!

MY FAV LIGHTSTICK TOO!

full house, full of fans~!

:D:D

minfong, the crazy jay chou fan (but im more extreme) too!

wahahahahahaa.. i just love it!

woohooo!! sry i didnt take much pic, cuz i was rather far away from the stage, so i have to focus on the stage. THAT'S WAD I PAID FOR! LIVE PERFORMANCE! enjoy it!

wooo!! big screens are good ehh?

J for Jay!

hahah.. can you imagine? i almost laugh at every caption i wrote here!

and, jay chou songs can really cheer me up!
hi jie lun, wo hui yong yuan zhi chi ni!

keep up and continue writing music and be inspirational, like always!

whooo, that ends my july post! :)

2010-10-11T23:59:00.000+08:00

i went to look at my pics, and browsed tru my archives...
HOW CAN I MISS POSTING MY INTERESTING JUNE AND JULY?????? oh man... i shall post back to july! JULY!!! tmr, I PROMISE!

for now, just some random stuff i did today

i wrote this on spms whiteboard. my 'foreign friends'(friends not from spms) and local friends got a shocked... for a moment i think they wanted to change major! HAHAHA!!!

heh.. i still hate choir. BUT i will try to love it, after i get everything right.
wish me luck for tmr's korean listening.

벨라 fighting! :)

만나서 반갑습니다!

2010-10-10T22:10:00.004+08:00

revision for 한국어 test :)
i shall use the week's happenings for practice. enjoy the 사진!

anyhow write on my 칠판...
저는 난양대학교에서 수학을 공부힙니다.
이학년입니다!
haha.. we passed our stuff ard the class and our korean teacher is supposed to guess whose is it. so someone took my calculator and she started guessing... she got everyone except for me! haha. so fun eh! (yar씨, i knw it's gonna be full of errors here! u wanna help me mark?)

우리 친구의 lunch order on thursday :)

민펑씨 is damn funny!!! get extra strong by eating this!

zhenzhen씨의 eraser 입니다.
저는 eraser를 삽니다.
비싸요!

제 MAS211 수학 선생님입니다!
저는 선생님의 모리를 좋아합니다!

waraku 에서 국수를 먹습니다.
very big bowl of 국수!

이것은 커피가 아닙니다.
우리는 esplanade 에서 hot chocolate을 마십니다.

쇼핑을 좋아합니다!

저는 이사벨라입니다!

제 여동생이 예뻐요!
저는 로스를 사랑해요!

bad cycle

2010-10-07T01:10:00.002+08:00

maybe getting back the net isnt a good idea after all...

im having my test in slightly more than 8 hours' time and im still here trying to study but nothing goes inside... i looked at my notes for a sec, spend 59 mins fb-ing, twitting, youtube-ing, online shopping, look at it for another sec, spent another 59 mins on everything else..

vicious cycle is bad

happy moments!

2010-10-05T22:15:00.004+08:00

Haha.. thanks yp loads for bringing back all my precious photos!!!

until today den i have some time to browse through them again... messy files all over the place some are just photos that i have uploaded before. some not.

btw, the above is my fav photo taken on my 19th birthday!

and i realised something, i dun really have a group photo with my 6J gang tho. it's always one person here one person there.. HAHA. thanks mic, yp and px to be always there! WE SHALL TAKE MORE PHOTOS IN THE FUTURE with yp's dslr! HAHAHA.

these photos are randomly choose, which can make my day :)

this which i came across... hmm... HAHAHA. i cant even remember if i blogged on my jc prom night!

and a serious make-over for michele! WOOTS. my sister for life.

Mr Peh! all-time-fav chinese teacher! :D *twist*

khaienn, aww HOW WE MISS JJ LIFE!!!!

and my class of 07S23! with Ms Goh :)
yep. we agreed on wearing dress for wc's bday celebration!

and i seriously missed the holiday in korea. SHALL GO BACK THERE SOME TIME SOON!!! SYIYAR LET'S GO!

below are photos taken when i was enjoying my trip there! :)
2 years ago btw... im so old alr!

my dearest two little cousins.

cutexoxoxo!!! doesnt he resemble Baek Eun Jo in Playful Kiss?

i think i look like a 학생 here.

me in hanbok, doing some stupid stunts.

in the snow!!! ****miss the snow**** singapore IS SO HOT!

:D

thank my aunts who brought me there for a great holiday!

jojo!! haha this is teddy bear land.

too good is bad

2010-09-30T01:51:00.002+08:00

sometimes i just hate myself for planning so well for everything...
it's a bad plan anyway.

so, should i attend lecture(s) later? shld i EVEN turn up at all?

:(

im random

2010-09-29T16:28:00.002+08:00

k. back to my randomness...

can u believe i drew this 2 years ago?

my pika on my neatest table..

yes, this is the best my table can go. U HAVE TO AGREE WITH ME.

and i just got my korean keyboard stickers!! :D how great is that?
not very nicely pasted tho.

lastly.. this is wad happen when u fell aslp during lecture... :D

im quite lucky to have friends who are as crazy as me.. THANKYOU!

hello! update!

2010-09-21T17:15:00.004+08:00

hmm time to update! :D
(by request, and i remembered!)

it's finally week 4 of the sem alr! yay!!! 3 more sets of 4 weeks to go before the big exam comes again! oh man.

and i think i've gone back to my normal self alr... which is kinda sad yet happy i dunno wad to write. :(: see where u like to see this smiley from.

overwhelming mathematics which i cant bear to hate it! woohoo. tho it's still giving me headaches, im glad that it's math and not some other major that im doing!

test test test... 3 tests this week! 1 down two to go!!
haha. I LOVE 한국어! (out of 3 tests 2 are korean test, so i have to even if i dun. BUT I DO! :)

may my future posts be filled with korean words! LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT DAY!

사랑해요! bye bye!

gummy lecture

2010-09-13T20:29:00.002+08:00

thanks for the gummy that saved me from burn hard's lecture!! :D

isnt it cute?
so cool to have a gummy sitting on my notes taking a pic! WAHAHHA!

this is weird

2010-09-03T01:43:00.002+08:00

it's so long since i last posted...
happy september! so many ppl's bday coming up... teacher's day is just over.

hello im back cuz there's so many things i wanna say but i cant say and i feel utterly terrible.

anw, school has started, like finally and first week is about to be over.
dance load piling, work load piling up as well.
my dip exam is postponed :(

dance is my passion. music is my life. study is wad i need to do. no matter how tough the day may be (which i whined and dislike), i dun really dread it in the end. i enjoyed it to the max. i need motivation.

2nd day and im mugging alr.. guess that enthusiasm wun last very long... but it's a good start!

all the above are true. distractions ba. i just dun feel good now.

NOT GOOD :(
i hate this feeling.

Day 3

2010-06-25T02:47:00.002+08:00

Today is a shopping day! Singapore's having GSS, so we are in taiwan having our own GTS!!! haha. Went to wufenpu and shopped like mad. But, it wasnt as cheap as wad we thought... anw, still cheaper!!! (Wufenpu's bigger version of Bugis street, better!)

Rose is in taiwan already with her friends, so she came over to XMD for lunch with us before we set off tgt to our shopping trip.

For lunch we had it at MALA steamboat at XMD. YES!!! Another highly recommended restaurant!!! It's a buffet style steamboat and you get to choose 2 out of 4 soup bases. They have SOOOOOO MUCH BETTER choices of food there!! with free flow of Haagen-Dazs and MOVENPICK's icecream!

After that we went to wufenpu and started shopping already. shopped till shoulder-ache cuz we bought too many stuff!!! (weighs a ton!) Too many to see, too many to buy, too many so CHEAP!!! Cant be helped. Haha.

Feeling guilty (not really tho, actl more of tired from the walking and weight from the bags. LOL) we decided to head on to RaoHe NM. Just a street that's somewhere nearby. It's quite a small NM but alot of food over there. Dont forget to try their Hu Jiao Bing! It's right at the entrance of RaoHe NM!

2010-06-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

sorry. im back to update a brief day 2 cuz tumblr is not working now. RARRR!!!

Actually im quite tired now. But im too high today that i MUST POST IT NOW! We went Jay Chou's restaurant!!!! and walk walk at shopping malls ard Taipei101 and 101 mall itself. Wanted to go linjiang NM but decided to drop off the initial plan and went back to XMD to shop in the end. =D

MR.J RESTAURANT!!! It's actually not as hard to get there as i tot it would be. Just take MRT, get off at City Hall (EXIT 2) and hop on any bus that stops at TMU (we took BLUE5) First we saw the TMU hospital, walk further down to TMU.

gd nite! looking forward to tmr's programme! =D

TAIWAN!

2010-06-23T02:37:00.001+08:00

Hi ppl, im in taiwan now! =D
doing updates in tumblr instead.
Below is my link:
http://mywaytotaiwan.tumblr.com/

i'm sick... NOT.

2010-06-17T22:14:00.003+08:00

hi blog,

it's a bad thing that the house doesnt have a proper working thermometer despite that i have 3 siblings who are still schooling.

anw, please get well soon ok, cuz i wan to go and enjoy myself in taiwan! with all the food and shoppings.. HAHA.

guess im too excited that's why.

=D

sci centre

2010-06-12T17:35:00.005+08:00

my laptop had a massive make over. warded at hp centre for almost a week. almost everything's changed from inside out.. died and revived. thanks to warranty that i can get everything changed for free, but i wonder how long can this thing last after my warranty expires?? i have doubts about hp now... disappointing eh. just hope that it can stay with me as long as possible.

anw, it's saturday! and GSS is here but i haven gone to shop YET since GSS started. saved up all for taiwan trip. i mean serious. but gladly to say, i paid most of my debts (except for the big big sums). no time la.. bella is a workaholic now. no time to spend money. but i have an urge to just go out and walk walk now if not for my lappy.

went out with family on thur morning to sci ctr to have some adventure. PIXAR having exhibition now. and some other interesting exhibitions too. but i didnt manage to see all cuz i needa leave for lesson...

oh ya. TOY STORY 3 will be out soon! =)

fragile woody. ppl keep walking pass and knocked down the standees.

some student volunteers were having this activity i dunno wad u call it. it looks easier than if u really try it. our plates just keep on falling to the floor.

and monster inc. is me =D

then we walked to the fire chem exhibition

FIRE!!!

sometimes i think im lucky cuz im not doing chem anymore. but sometimes i do miss it after all.
the graph sure looks familiar.

please ask.

and my dear brother is served with the fruits on the table!
(this is an old display tho, it was there since 10 years ago, i think..)

READ MALAYSIA'10

2010-06-07T02:30:00.007+08:00

Flying in plane has always been exciting. still exciting this time altho it's to KL! =D
first time flying there and i was abit amazed cuz was too used to travelling up by land transport.
airport is one thing to look forward to. haha.. but nothing much. this trip was a rather hectic one. but another experience!

this is one thing i found inside after check in. there's this cafe in T1, which has free charger for any kind of phones. it's a small cabinet that contains all kinds of charger that might be compatible to your phone. charge it while eating before flying off! interesting!!!

airasia =) it wasnt that bad. the flight was less than an hour so it's still rather comfortable in there.. but for long hours, i dun know! before i even get settled down and ready to take a rest, i've reached the destination. LOL.

Mines Resort City Wellness Hotel is where we stay. It wasnt as bad as the reviews i read online.

me and rose shared one room!!! one bed each. this is something which i didnt expect before cuz i'm always sharing the bed with someone when im travelling!! heh. enjoyed it TTM. can totally fall aslp tho im still quite excited.

Breakfast!

their complimentary breakfast wasnt really fantastic tho. but edible la. quite a disappointment but wad else can we bargain for? the view from that area is quite nice actually. and at the time we had breakfast, saw a group of ppl doing taiji..

wellness really keep up to their name.

The beautiful views we had from the lobby:

and I (not we) started camwhoring, abit. =D

no much time to loiter ard. time for work!

MIECC wasnt as big as wad i've imagined. something like expo. but their exhibitions are quite good.
music fair nearby, and we fell in love with this guzheng:

chio! gz in white.. and how we missed the gz days.

and saw that ipin & upin walking ard (some cartoon with very funny accent). and took a pic with them. LOL. my brother must have laughed badly when he sees this!!!!
"I LIKE IT I LIKE IT" (u must see how rose mimik them, hilarious TTM!)

and yea. i think rose goes: "I LAI KIT I LAI KIT!" while she took this photo.

the stage where the event was held.

hectic, like i said... so after all these, time to go home!

BYE!

bye

2010-06-05T01:28:00.002+08:00

bye, it's full day of work tho it's weekend.
im working hard.

jiayous to me!
going to KL for the weekend.
dun miss me. ciaos~!

EFF!!!!#^&%$^%@

2010-06-02T23:51:00.005+08:00

YOU are always the subject for our argument...
cuz of YOU, we always got scolded for some tiny reason...
YOU SUCK!
WAD THE FUCK!
it's because of YOU, we are always bearing with all these nonsense...

HELLO!!! dun be a mood spoiler and drag us all down.
WE DONT WANT TO BE LIKE YOU, IDIOT!

to another party:
AND I HAVE NO EFFING IDEA WHY U STILL LIKE HIM SO MUCH WHEN U SAID YOU DONT!!!
AND STOP ACCUSING US FOR EVERY WRONG WE DID!
YOU JUST CONTRIDICTS URSELF TOO MUCH THAT I DUNNO WAD U ARE TALKING!

now i really feel like jumping down from somewhere.

no need title.

2010-05-31T20:00:00.005+08:00

hi blog, this shall mark the end of my drama in May. i had enough of dreams and nightmares. this is so tiring.. and i knw it's not healthy for my mind. only one conclusion, ALL THE SAME!
today's monday, bluezzzzz.

wth. bad things like to attract each other =(
if i cry again, i would be against myself.

anw, it feels nice to be home this early. (not very early i know, but cuz i've been home after 10 almost everyday) but i just feel that i shldnt be home now anyway... habit is a scary thing.

now - im just feeling plain and empty.. and im just thinking and thinking. WHICH IS A BAD THING. i dun like to think.

yea. i finally paid my bill and got my results. good thing everything went well. more of expected results but some are better than expected, which really made me high for that moment i see them.

a busy week has passed. flashmob rehearsals, performances. plus work. lol. everything's finally over. not that i wish for it to be over but cuz it's quite tiring, it's fun during the prac u know. not regretting wad i joined. fun times are always short tho. the real thing was the first time i went to Resort World!!!! how exciting! heh. everyone's dressed to their nines to 'blend' in the crowd so no one will notice us. haha.

taken inside and outside compass ballroom.

other than that, i attended 2 concerts. one is RP's dance concert. it's worth the money! haha. only 3 of us jrs went, shar and meisiew (and me of cuz). *clapclap* for the dancers. but i think MJ is still most dope of all.

my dearest MUMMY!

another is piano concert by my teacher!!! *APPLAUSE* oh man! how i like her fingerssss!!! RARRR. I WANT HER FINGERS! i got mesmerised by the pieces she played with so much expression! and and and, the choir was WOW!! aunties and uncles formed de. IM SUPER IMPRESSED. it's really some concert which us young ppl wun go very often (i think 80% audiences are senior citizens). HAHA. love it ttm!

i would like to perform on a stage like this some day...

this is my beautiful teacher! LA BELLE MUSICIENNE!

S23 GATHERING!!!! heh. nice attendence! i really love meeting up with old friends. went ecp to cycle, at a very weird timing tho. SUPER HOT!!! im kinda tanned now. den after that went holland v for dinner and more ppl joint in. =D

the 'sporty' girls! with miss goh =D

plus wee kiat who left. i like the background! =D

and HELLO MICHELE!

forever same *twist* pose! LOL.
ALSO. not forgetting all the get-aways shopping with mic. HAHA! i realised it happen for 2 consecutive weeks! BUT I LIKE IT! at least that makes me busy. =D but i have to control control control my spending cuz, NEXT POINT

MY TAIWAN TRIP HAS FINALLY FINALISED!!!! and WE ARE FLYING OFF ON THE 22ND JUNE!!! =D woots woots!!! cant wait. but... if i go now, i would have nothing to spend on.. :( hope the next few work days before the trip can let me survive tru the trip. jiayou bella! i gonna let go like mad over there.

im flying to KL this weekend tooooo on a so-called business trip! HAHA!!! saturday's gonna be a busy work day.

so many things to look forward to. MJ prac this thurs too!! dance.dance.dance!!!
ok. DUN SCROLL UP!!! =D

im a happy girl, like always!

look where u are falling to

2010-05-25T22:09:00.004+08:00

"The worst thing a guy can do is let a girl fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall."

someone said that.
how true.

it's more than maybe

2010-05-21T22:16:00.006+08:00

the more i think about it, the more it doesnt make any sense...
IS THERE ANYTHING THAT I SHOULD KNOW? tell me please.
i want to get out of it!!! =(

camp's over. camp was. ok lo. not very bad. no much comments. made new friends..
pon tonight's rehearsal, cancelled tmr's lesson, not wanted for promo tmr..
IM SUDDENLY FREE...

time for rest. time to catch up. time to mend.
yea. i know. it's definitely not me.

im rubbish. yea. literally literary.

camping camping

2010-05-20T12:06:00.002+08:00

abit excited, abit afraid, abit nervous, abit maybe-i-shldnt-go.
i knw it's going to be fun, but draining.

slp debt

2010-05-20T01:13:00.003+08:00

im going to slp soon. tired.
why am i busier now than when im studying???

im guilty for lots of other stuff i have not done this holiday...

anw, MRT concession is SUPER COOL!!!

music. jaychou. preserved identity. nice songs! =D

wait lo

2010-05-16T00:02:00.000+08:00

i wonder...

wonder if there's a purpose behind every wait the impatient me tolerated..

im so proud of myself that i made it peaceful all the while
i seem to have all the time in the world now, like bella in breaking dawn.

just smile it off! (:

my day =D

2010-05-14T23:39:00.005+08:00

You know you love me,I know you care
Just shout whenever, And I'll be there
You want my love, You want my heart
And we will never ever ever be apart

Are we an item? Girl quit playing
Were just friends, What are you saying
Said theres another, Look right in my eyes

My first love broke my heart for the first time,
And I was like
Baby, baby, baby ohhh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought youd always be mine mine...

hello blog-stalkers!

hah.. caught you! trying to dig my little secrets here. HAHA. at least there's ppl who care. =D

im in a VERY VERY VERY GOOD MOOD TODAY! *clap clap*

1. office workload was rather relaxing today.
2. rehearsal was WOOTS TTM!!! DOPE DOPE DOPE*** ^^
3. I FELL IN LOVE WITH JUSTIN BIEBER. BABY! (yes, dancing that song in mob too)
and and and...!!! I JUST FOUND OUT HE HAS THE SAME BIRTHDAY AS ME!!! WOOTS!!!!!!!!!!
4. i found my spec which i forget to keep in the toilet at pioneer mrt. whoever who return to the mrt staff, THANKYOOU A MILLION!!! =D
5. im on my feet again after so long!!!

DANCING - ANOTHER WAY OF STAYING HEALTHY AND HAPPY!!
high leh. totally!

rarrrrr. im not going to let the pimple in my nose affect my mood! painnnnnnnn...

alright. just some random stuff.. go ahead and be jealous if u are. my boss is DAMN NICE.

these are lunchs

home-made sandwich ok! with two slices of ham! HAHA

yea. and she da bao such a huge pack for me i cant finish.

happy me not.

2010-05-11T22:16:00.003+08:00

you know. sometimes i just wish i was born stupid.

below are just some plain bullshit, if u wanna read.
here are some bella tips to be happy or to ward off moodspoiler:

1. learn to forget. be positive!
maybe you wun forget everything. perhaps just think of something even better. just think of something happier! think of the possible reasons u are wrong. yea. dun make urself feel so guilty can alr. (easier said than done)

2. GO OUT!
go shopping with girlfriends or wad. if u have dispensable cash, even better. treat yourself to a good meal or spend it on loots u fell in love at first sight. (IF you hv dispensable cash)

3. be crazy, keep smiling!
go crazy like me and you'll understand wad i mean =D

4. pack your room!
you'll definitely feel better if things ard you are neater.. if not when u are feeling 'messy' and see a messy room, it may just get worse.

5. challenge yourself
do some sudoku or mind-bogging problems (not too complicated) and make sure u acomplish you finish it. or it may just get u more fed up.

6. tell yourself to WAKE UP after u got into a trance!
need a constant reminder to work efficiently tho.

7. go jogging/running
jog alone or go with one person at your pace. it proves helpful for me when im not happy. keeps me smiling all the while. great acomplishment too! altho it's tiring after that, i just feel HAPPY. HAHAHAHA!!! remember to warm up and cool down!

8. listen to your favourite music
sing with it... emo with it. if want just cry hardly, once will do. then move on. =D

9. write rubbish on blog.
kinda helped.. but needa think quite a bit. (dun think too much, or u'll go back to emo state very soon)

10. go and slp now..
tmr will be better.

ok. it's really crap.. i cant believe i actl can come up with 10 points like that.

2010-05-10T23:16:00.001+08:00

yea. i got a bad feeling.

my lappy is going to die soon... died of overheating again... and here there's abusive user whom i dun really want to lend my lappy to but i have no choice.

=(

flea at iluma

2010-05-09T23:48:00.005+08:00

yea. happy mother's day first.
hate it when everything happens together... suck. really. =(

anw, went to help out my sis at her flea booth today @ iluma se7en the venue. (yea, her bf wasnt of great help tho! HAHAHA! oops! but it's great to see them together =)
half of my day over there. time well spent. u get to see all kinds of customers. cool~! =D

here's the boss:

Rose

boss and her 'helper'

last pic before we go.

last note: purpose isnt to make money, but to experience the joy of being boss for a day! HAH!

I GOT A DATE WITH JAY CHOU!!!

2010-05-07T15:17:00.003+08:00

hi blog, i miss you. (the lappy rather)

yea. exam's finally over. im finally free. feeling quite empty tho. suddenly nothing to do after so much muggings.

of cuz i went out to enjoy myself! went to fly kite, went for feast. went to play. blah blah

YES. AND I HAVE A DATE WITH JAY CHOU ON 25TH JULY!!!

woots!!!!!!!!! managed to get tiks!!! thanks to tw who came down in the end and pay up with his CARD. THAT IMPORTANT CARD! hahaha!! went down with mf on 5th May to queue at indoor stadium, got the first train down blah... the queue went super long... SUPER LONG. luckily we were early and were quite in front. lalala~!!! yea. like finally. i almost gave up cuz i cant get the tiks the past two sessions. HAHA! YESSSS!!!!

CHEERS. i look forward to his BOOMZ concert!

we went totally crazy!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAA!!!!

2010-04-30T00:29:00.001+08:00

so many things to catch up
so many things to look forward to

exam's over
wee!
=D

2010-04-27T21:03:00.000+08:00

yes. im a happy girl =)

=D

2010-04-21T11:10:00.002+08:00

im a happy girl in my happy blog. LOL =D

exam is coming. woots! means exam is ENDING! WOOTS!
im going MAD! HAHAHA.

=(

2010-04-10T00:28:00.003+08:00

hey blog,

im very sad now. our plan's going to be ruined, by ME.

sorted out.

2010-03-27T12:11:00.002+08:00

hi blog,
that's all??
i wont cry anymore.

smile =)

thank you rain

2010-03-18T16:59:00.004+08:00

ironic.
not the sun,
it's the rain which made me smile.
not warmth,
it's the cold which made me mild.
i walked in the rain, thinking why.
why ain't i as gloomy as the sky?
is it cuz im too sick of the sunny days?
or am i looking forward for the rainbow to lead my way?
yes i know, i'll leave it to fate.
when love becomes hate, it's too late.
oh man, i feel damn terrible.
my life sucks, it's horrible.

hi me, where are u please tell me.

RARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
why am i even writing this?

hi blog

2010-03-13T18:53:00.002+08:00

thanks for reminding me that i have a blog...
altho i cant write everything here but at least i can write something.
thanks HAPPY blog, you are supposed to keep me happy =)

yes. my weekend is gone for jdc prac. next week will be performance, i cant believe it. cuz we dont seemed to be ready. hmm...

214 test on monday. recurrence relations.

im listening to BEG's songs now.

and something irritating is bothering me soo much... i hate it.

summary!

2010-03-10T00:35:00.007+08:00

hi blog im back, like finally.
i think im just too lazy to write anything. and there's so much to write.
tests, recess, midterms!!!! HERE I COME! slacking all i can! lol.

happy belated:
valentines' day
CNY
birthday to myself. MElorh. and there's friends with the same bdate with me, SAMANTHA and MOHIT.

AND TAKE CARE MY BELOVED XUANYI IN BEIJING!!

LOL. alright. the past month has been quite eventful. heh. i tot CNY this year would be quite plain and probably worse than ever. but heh. it turned out to be fun. esp to lao yusheng at home with friends~! that was very happy moment. thumbs up with 5 stars! not forgetting mahjong too! HAHA. plain luck tho.

then soon im 20. oh man. there goes my teen. TWEN----!
then there was sooo many surprises. haha. and i have to thank MANY MANY PPL.
thanks:
everyone who gave me presents! i got the most presents this year.
everyone who flooded my fb wall on my bday
everyone who flooded my sms inbox
everyone who celebrated with me.
not forgetting the surprises tooo!

thank you mic and friends for the surprise attack at ur house for cny fun
thank you er gugu for the mini party at ur house
thank you 6j gang at timbre, that was high. =)
thank you meisiew for celebrating my bday with MJ after jdc prac!
thank you chiyin and yiling for meeting me up
thank you rose and darren for putting up a wonderful picnic for us march babies. and yea, I LOVE THE KITE! and it was really fun.
and i went zoo before i went to fly kite!! super random tho. but yea!! fun too! =)

mic's party

shean + ying er mini bday party

timbre!

zooo!!!!

FLY KITE! picnic! =)

woots!!! :)

more pictures in facebook. too much to be uploaded here alr!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEOPLE!

2010-03-07T22:54:00.000+08:00

thanks to my beloved sis for the WONDERFUL surprise that was seriously too surprising! not forgetting the lie that was badly sync. =( but, I ENJOYED MYSELF. really. thanks! =)

HEY BELLA I HATE U SO MUCH!

2010-02-05T20:37:00.003+08:00

hello HAPPY blog. i cut bangs again. and i tot cutting it may make me feel better. maybe it's not short enough. i have no idea why im feeling so extreme. REALLY! it's not like it's like this the last time. hate this. i want back my OLD self. PLEASE... this is just bad.

I HATE U BELLA, wad happen to u? u suck!

cheer up gal. it'll be over soon.

SHARON!

2010-02-04T23:07:00.002+08:00

WE WILL MISS YOU SHARON!!! haha
heat the stage up yo! dont forget to dance in australia! :)

oh man.. i just realised my bag is lying ard rdmly...

YOU!

2010-02-03T12:01:00.004+08:00

am i just too stupid, dunno how to hide?
or are u the stupid one?

confused

2010-01-30T22:44:00.001+08:00

was it a joke or was it the truth?

i have nothing to say

2010-01-24T11:10:00.002+08:00

my mind has got so many thoughts running through yet i dunno how to write them down. sorry. i hate this flu... it's just no good have flu and thinking so much at the same time.

life sucks.

oui!

2010-01-23T04:10:00.004+08:00

i have absolutely no idea why am i blogging at this hour again. anw, sch has started for 2 weeks alr.
GPA of 5 this sem ok! LOL. i aim.

tutorial
dance
gathering
teaching

and im learning french! HAHA.
BONJOUR! ca va? ca va tres bien!! :))
Je m'apelle Isabella, je suis Singapourienne. J'habites Jurong. Je parle anglais, chinois et un peu francais.

Bon weekend!!

HELLO 2010

2010-01-08T04:30:00.002+08:00

finally back to update.. tho it's like 4.30am now... stupid lappy got dc very easily...
to sum up my 2008 was rather eventful, wasnt it? a part where there's a big jump in my life.. worked, played all time, going uni meet new friends, dance and all... WOOTS. they're all last year alr.

first of all. BELATED MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR. haven really got time to blog.. whole of my dec is gone with gatherings and work and dance prac... the past few days were more hectic with dance prac cuz of impresario.. fatigues!!! my best friend is salonpas alr. and then out of boredom (i dunno why on earth i find nothing to do when i dun have enough time for myself) im watching BLEACH now. it was nicer than wad i expected... AND IT'S REALLY NICE!!! im at episode 84 alr!!!! fast ehh. thanks to the free ANIMAX chnl from starhub cable -.- for a period of time, now im watching it online.. HAHAHA!!! like that.

sch is starting... let me enjoy the last few days of freedom!!! tho it's not really of freework. gd luck to me!

GENTING!

2009-12-18T22:29:00.024+08:00

YAY!!! im back from GENTING with my mummy, my sis and my two cute little bros! haha. cuz they haven been so guai before. LOL. so it was a leisure trip and we planned wad we wanna play as and when we like. luckily the weather wasnt that bad, we did get our share of fun! seriously enjoyed myself. watched PRINCESS AND THE FROG and went OUTDOOR theme park! woots. :)

Took about 500 photos for the time when we were there. my sis saw her friend, my little bro saw his friend. HAHA. everyone's in GENTING. :)

Here! day one didnt take much photo cuz i forgot to charge my camera -.- heh. paiseh.

DAY 1

on our way to Golden Mile :)

still playing when we are about to slp... 6 fingers ehhh.

DAY 2

camwhore day!

this was wad we did while waiting for mummy

:)

nice shoot!

yay!! HAHA.

OMG!!! STARBUCKS THERE IS CHEAPER!!! haha.
my usual cafe mocha to keep me warm.

"so who are the 3 kids?" LOL.

see how the wind blows

haha. queuing up was wad we did. camwhore is wad we can do!

rose's lovin it! HEH.

we seriously can be bux's ambassador!

still queuing

me with my sis and bros!

reaching our turn soon!

MUMMY!

i sat with junlin.

haha. so they were in front!

while queuing for cyclone -- pissed rose. (some "kids" tried to cut our queue and succeeded)

nvm, let them be. we can have fun too!

have i mentioned that before we could take the ride (it's going to be our turn soon!), the operator say it's spoilt and will be closed for maintenance?

yea lo.

haha. they looked so blissed. please be like this forever and stop giving us headaches.

They were up on the Ferris Wheel while i was down there queuing for Space Shot.

spot me!

yea. still in queue. but came out soon after... cuz my sis and bro decided not to play in the end. BUT I WANT TO PLAY... not fun without them, so left the queue half-way.

hah! my little bro's trying to act cool

yes, we are back at cyclone, AGAIN.

waited sooo long.

yep. the sun was rather scorching for a moment.

haha. like always.

our sneakers!

junlin's first thrill ride starting!

mummy's first cyclone starting!

phew! finally back on earth. HAHA!

while queuing for spinner, a special guest we saw!

yea. the sun was bright.

wooo! it's like they are going to kick us any moment

got some passer-by to help us take a group photo.

we were really at theme park!

LUNCH! @ MARYBROWN

rose and her fillet

junlin and his ice milo

my burger.

YES. PAPA PLEASE SEE! HE'S READING A CHINESE MAP!

"can we go back to the hotel and rest for a while before going off again?"

saw a Cai Shen Santa mascot walking ard. funny ehh.

tooooooo-tooooooo!!! the weather was VERY FINE!

den it started to rain so we didnt get to play mine train. :(

here queuing for the ANTI-KUE CAR! hah!

magic! one finger missing!

he's really cute. really.

heh. driver go!

raining!

haha!!!

antique car in the rain! nothing else we can play alr... it rained.. and rained..

back for some camwhoring time.

"erm... OK! IM 128 cm tall!"

walked to Genting Hotel where i tot genting was supposed to be.

a different santa claus!

and a different x'mas tree!

a different background!

the cold air's blowing!!

runn runn~!!! hungry..

dinner!

wait. for my favourite bittergourd soup and tie ban dou fu.

Carolling at Resort Hotel

"We wish you a merry x'mas and a Happy New Year!!!"

another x'mas tree.

my fav place.

tired liao...

reindeer!

santa claus is coming to town!

frosty the snowman!

i love Hotel Lobbies!

DAY3

I went for complimentary breakfast buffet with mummy! her victorious pose!

hahaha!!!!

yes, he just woke up. and talking with his booboo :)

HAHA!!! whenever i see this i want to laugh!!!
"Hey, we've got a washing machine!!!" HAHA!

this is how u brush ur teeth.

brush your teeth

down for some braekfast before going off!

haha. this was quite random!

so cute, he's sharing his harshbrown with his brother.

o.o

:)

HAHA. erm. sneaked him in.

bux area again!

rose on LOVER BRIDGE.

indoor ferris wheel behind lo.

classic cinnamon roll take away!

that's him

that's me. HAHA.

random shots.

dear jun xian, u really look better with ur smile! :)

just take a few more pics wun harm!

nice group shot! thanks dressing table and timer!

another one. thanks dustbin this time. HAHA!

mummy!!!! MOMMY!!! mammy!!!!!

aint he cool???

HOTEL FIRST WORLD

yea. so he managed to sit it in the end. :D

yes. lobby again!

quick quick!! eat alr need to get up the bus liao! nice food at the bus bay. go and try if u are going there!

grassland. wasnt as comfortable as expected.

see how happy they are!

HAHA. ok. it took me ard 2hr and 30 minutes to upload the pics and post everything here! LOL. needa slp soon! gd nite!! more pics in fb!

I LOVE HOLIDAYS!

2009-12-14T16:47:00.003+08:00

HEH. finally got some time to go out with MICHELE!

went out to shopping at orchard!
like nothing much to shop leh. we finished 313 and ion from 12 to 6. time passed super slowly.

went 313 @ somerset. everything is HUGE (or look HUGE) over there! food republic is HUGE, FOREVER21 is damn huge there!!! 3 storey high! F21 DEPARTMENTAL STORE! LOL! but not open yet. :( "it's closed??? o.o!!!" i think people who went there were just disappointed that it's not open. i bought a dress with hoodie at UNIQLO for $9.90!! woots TTM! haha. and sat at coffeebean to drink latte which doesnt make my stomach very well after that. LOL.

went to ION and walk walk. nothing much really. we just went circles inside the building for the basement. and the atm is at 3rd level.. so it turned out that it's at B1 cuz we were at B4. sounds like S3. everywhere level basement, no matter how high u go. more stuff at basement for us.

met MJ for oschool recital at RP. dopez! really dope! I WANT TO DANCE LIKE THEM ONE DAY! the instructor's performance is the best. the others are excellent too! love it. $20 is definitely worth it!

on our way to ION! just want to prove we are shopping at orchard. HAHA.

the indian ah gong and ah ma taking pic while i was taking pic. HAHA.
FERERO ROCHER leh!

ION's SANTA CLAUS! so cute rite? cuter than the one at 313! HAHA.
I WANT MY PRESENT!

STYLEZ. COOKIES!

2009-12-12T00:07:00.003+08:00

***DOPE DOPE DOPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!***

MJ CAMP was really fun. why why why??? why cant i change my lesson date to some other day so i can attend lyrical and popping as well??? urgh!!!! if only they can let me know their schedule earlier.. so i can tell Mr Gan that im super interested in wad's going to happen so he die die will change to another date for me. RARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!! LYRICAL!! POPPING!!!!!! anw, locking was super duper fun. coool too!:)

and the christmas party was the best! REALLY DOPE TTM! no wonder it's dance camp. NO WONDER IT'S MJ CAMP. HAHAHAHA!

workshops workshops and more workshops... very very tiring.
body aching all over now. HAHA. but i know it's worth it!

anw, went to val's house on wed to bake COOKIES!
sorry i dun really have pics. but i'll try my best to explain in the method.
btw, 1 cup = 250ml
here is the recipe:

Ingredients:

225g unsalted butter (recommended to use lesser, maybe 200 would be better)
2/3 cup (120g) soft brown sugar
2 eggs
1 tsp vanilla essence
2.8 (700ml) plain flour (sifted with
1 tsp bicarbonate of soda
1/4 tsp salt)
Optional: your own flavour - chocolate chips, nuts, fruits, blah blah blah. vary urself.

Method:

Cream butter and brown sugar till light and fluffy
Beat in egg. ONE AT A TIME till creamy (means, u beat the first egg, beat the batter till evenly mixed, then beat in the other egg...)
Mix in vanilla
Fold in flour mixture (with soda and salt) till well combined
Fold in chocolate chips (anythingm ur flavour) and mix evenly
Drop by rounded teaspoons onto a greased baking tray
Bake in a PRE-HEAT oven at 170 degree C till golden brown, about 15 minutes. (Please take note urself, cuz different ovens react differently)
Remove and leave to cool on a cooling rack before storing (best is air tight container and put in the fridge)

busy december!

2009-12-09T22:55:00.008+08:00

holiday holiday holiday!!!
but why am i feeling that im busy every single day??

sorry for not updating... my timetable is full since 1st december to now. work! party!! shopping!!! HAHA. maybe school will just prevent me from spending too much. im broke. so fast.

MJ camp tmr. 2 more days down, and i'll be missing 2 sides of gathering too. :( tsk... why pian pian they like to organise on the day when im not free at all...

next next week then... set me freeeeee!!!!!!! let me take a break!!!

anyway, below are some pics taken during cousin's wedding. :)

aint little tevin cute?

shock

2009-12-05T17:06:00.003+08:00

o.0

hello december

2009-12-02T22:17:00.003+08:00

say bye to the hectic life in november. welcome december!!!

LOL

it's holiday, but im feeling as if i shldnt enjoy myself now. half of my hol's down with work...

for gatherings!!! needa catch up with my friends!!! sorry we were all busy with sch and exam..

for shoppings!!! yay. and many many shopping sprees with my girlfriends!! NOT FORGETTING MY BELOVED SIS! rarrrrrrr...

I WANT GO SHOPPING! I WANT MY HOLIDAY!!!!!

2009-11-27T19:18:00.001+08:00

so much for the responsibility.

november

2009-11-25T21:58:00.004+08:00

this is my 15th post for November..
suddenly feel that November is very long.... is it??

6 more daysssss. YESSSS! 2 more papers!!

yay yay yay!
i needa plan my precious holiday SOON!
and create a wishlist for christmas!!! HAHAHA. i want present from santa!

EXPEL from the university!

2009-11-23T22:24:00.002+08:00

3 papers down, 3 more to go!!! WOOTS! i suddenly feel more relief.

yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!

abit pissed... i dunno how to send photos to my lappy with my phone via BLUETOOTH!
can someone teach me how?

feeling mixed.

2009-11-20T16:36:00.002+08:00

hai shi xiang ni bi jiao hao... i'd rather think of you.

i don't get it...

2009-11-18T23:57:00.005+08:00

why are there people out to make people unhappy?

my philosophy to happiness: forget unhappiness
=)

all the best for exams.

MY stationary holder

2009-11-16T23:19:00.002+08:00

finally brought starbucky home..
things required for mugging
=)

big pau vs char siew pau

2009-11-15T15:15:00.002+08:00

this is wad my brother said:
"yuan lai cha shao bao jiu shi da bao de er zi"
"ru guo da bao shi xiao long bao jiu hao"

LOL.

life of a slacker

2009-11-15T00:14:00.002+08:00

i just slacked 3 hours of my life away.

trying to keep my mind clear of econs and full of econs.

can anyone enlighten me about fugues/fugas instead??

how i miss school life.

2009-11-10T21:57:00.004+08:00

it feels as if im back to school again. in a classroom with my friends and a teacher is there to interact with.
not strangers (hehee.. actl i dunno all of my classmates)
not tutor who just do talking and we do note taking.

just feel lucky that i am still able to take class photo in university! LOL.

well. 12 tutorials only.. once a week. ONLY ONE HOUR each tutorial. unlike france, where there's 2 hours.... haha. he's super kan jiong. cute too. HAHA.

Federic isnt that bad after all altho it's abit straining to listen to him talk

sinis tita plus cosinis tita okok?? jyu understand??

i bet he must be damn happy that he's able to take a pic here so that he can send home to his mum in france. LOL.

last tutorial for the sem. =)

dont envy, this is my class photo! MASwawawa.

this is random but anyway, came across this piece of work yesterday from my brother's tuition classmate. primary 4. abt a skit on a scene whereby there's alot of drama for cheating in an exam. LOL. super funny, super cute. btw, my brother's junlin. ENJOY READING!

i have no idea why my brother was chosen as the male lead... HAHAHA.

=))

teach me

2009-11-09T11:07:00.003+08:00

ECONS!!! can anyone teach me?? =(

im really confused or, i cant grasp the concept

APPLAUSE FOR HIM

2009-11-08T21:44:00.002+08:00

MICHAEL JACKSON THIS IS IT

excellent masterpiece... left unseen to the world

wad a waste. awwww.. im so going to love him.
love his dance
love his singing
love his style

that was rehearsal and it's already so nice.. imagine how much more u would expect for the actual concert!

now i understand why. =)
<3333

JAM

2009-11-07T22:22:00.003+08:00

JAM's PRINCESS autograph session:
IMM! 7pm

one conclusion i came up with. MY CAMERA IS SUPER CUIII =( no nice pics.. no nice videos...
all blur... video image clear sound blur. NOTHING is perfect.

anyway, it's nice to hear live =)
sad to say, not much ppl went for the signing event tho. not as much ppl as there's supposed to be.

why is it always you

2009-11-05T21:49:00.001+08:00

there's always this feeling whenever i talked abt you...

2009-11-04T23:37:00.002+08:00

IM UNHAPPY. IM NOT HAPPY. FUCKING UNHAPPY!

RARRRRRRR....

nobody cares.. no one cares. I DUN EVEN GIVE A DAMN.
im just wondering why am i like that.. freaking disgusted with myself, my attitude, my behavior.
not that i did anything very bad or wad..
if u think im like this, then i am.. I SHOW YOU. I PROVE IT!
I REALLY HATE TO ARGUE.
i always lose. blame myself for my poor vocab.

i just refuse to accept the reality that's all..

to me, it's bad enough.
this world is very unfair..
SUPER UNFAIR.

just wonder if im mental or wad. why can i laugh the whole day?

and am i a person with no opinion or wad. just wonder if that's me. if that's wad i want..

why do i always have the tot of waking up in the middle of the night and open the window and jump? it's not going to help. 4th level im living.. yet, im not brave enough to try.

why even bother when none fucking bother??

can YOU be human?
can i just be human?
A NORMAL HUMAN???

why do i sometimes just see life so important?? yet at the same time something is making fun of it? i might as well die.

PLEASE DO NOT BOUNCE A BALL WHILE CROSSING THE ROAD...
unless u are tired of living.

to tell u the truth, i would rather be dead than to face all these nonsense, all these SHIT.
i hate it.
hate it.

YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY VICTIM. you are the victim of youself.
i decided to change, cuz of u.

BreadTalk

2009-11-03T00:40:00.004+08:00

we are the BreadTalk team!

i dunno why but im feeling damn lazy now.. tho i have taken my break.. but i still want some more breaks.

hi, this is sharon my classmate for marketing! and the pic is freaking blur.

urghhh!!!!!!! anw, had last marketing presentation just now. finally it's OVER! haha. one load off.. more to go for the final sem exam! AND I SHLD JUST START STUDYING SOON. yeah.

WHERE ARE U MY MOTIVATION???
why did u die off so fast?

maybe you shld think

2009-11-01T02:15:00.002+08:00

sometimes im just wondering..

HOW BIG IS THE WORLD?

just tolerated some sensical nonsense.

my fear

2009-10-28T21:34:00.005+08:00

this is just so heart wrenching..

life suddenly seemed so fragile. you may go anytime, the same goes to me.
suddenly, you realised someone is gone and you dun even have a chance to say goodbye.

really... make every moment worthwhile for every second you are alive.

it just made me learn and feel deeper.

permanent phobia..

im not feeling well

2009-10-25T22:36:00.003+08:00

10 lecs in 1 day.

highly saturated now.

Bella, consistent work or you DIE.

f(x) fish

2009-10-23T01:08:00.002+08:00

this is wad my tutor drew during tutorial on tuesday...
f(x) and inverse.

fins reflected on both side.
and the fish has a NOSE at point (3,3)!
eyes on the line y=x.

i had a bad laugh. LOL.

say bye to the fish! =)

i need the wind!

2009-10-20T14:52:00.002+08:00

im seated here typing this while the rest are hardworking there. Just right beside me.

FFFF the weather.
FFFF the tutorialssssss.
FFFF my stupidity.

this is no good....

study!

2009-10-19T21:48:00.002+08:00

here i am, again. AT STARBUCKS!!!

anw, here's a nice song:
邓丽君-我只在乎你
i dunno if u can open the link.

=)

but im not old.

I LOVE DANCING!!!

2009-10-16T02:10:00.004+08:00

wooo..

browsed through my dance history....
modern to hip hop
and when my instructor says im better in hip hop than in modern after all the annoyance she had cuz im the only one who joined modern without dance background.

come to think of it. maybe i do have a little talent for dance.

and i enjoy every single moment of it!

i miss CRANK! they are the ones who motivated me to continue my passion for hip hop.

and will work harder for MJ!!! really let me taste wad real hip hop is like. =)

ILOVEDANCING!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TSPXkvpvZEc&feature=related

a saturday in school

2009-10-11T01:15:00.002+08:00

it feels so weird that the 3mid-term papers are over and it's sunday already.
PHEW!

and suddenly, there's like nothing much to do, yet so many things undone.
and i feel like joining contemp dance after watching the concert just now...... WOOTS.

HE191 PRINCIPLES OF ECONS

2009-10-08T14:56:00.003+08:00

i think...

i don't have a good brain.

with no much will power.
no much determination.

siannesszzzzzzzzzz.

if only i have all the time i want.

and stop sending viruses. u dumb idiot.

DAMN BORED.

2009-10-07T23:03:00.003+08:00

i dun wan to study...
3midterm test... O.O
how can i be like them???

$10 cut

2009-10-04T21:59:00.002+08:00

new hair. text mode.

was rather disappointed tho....

just my luck.

MOVE ON isabella

2009-10-03T01:12:00.004+08:00

im not feeling good.

and i am sitting here, thinking alot.
yet i cant really identify wad im thinking.
so many things in my head.
before i can finish my thoughts, it moved on.

perhaps i've too much time already.
perhaps i have too little time left.

shld i eat soemthing now?
midterm
exam registration
110 EVERYTHING
191 tutorial 6 and 7
112 tutorial
dance steps
studio wu
if i can wake up in the morning for lesson
packing my bag
packing my room
packing my notes
time for my pieces
catching up with friends
starbucks
study
emo
audi

RARRRRRRRRRRR

this is no good. no good.

Isabella wake up and go study please. PLEASE.

2009-10-01T00:01:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED MOTHER!!!
HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY!!!

finally back to write something.

recess!!!! LIKE FINALLY. but, doesnt really feel so.

had been rather busy for the past few days.
mkting presentation
salsa camp
mj camp
taunt taunt taunt
k session
woots!

im not in the right state of mind now.

i haven sleep since 38 hours ago.
i need a at least 19 hr slp to get back the lost slp.
midterm coming.
i wonder if im going to do that. how am i going to do that?

2009-09-27T02:37:00.000+08:00

current time: 2.37am.

starbucks! cya later!